It's a topic I've talked about recently a lot. But this time it's not about love in the traditional sense of the word. I think this is much more about standard old love. In the most raw sense. Without any carnality or eros.

"Freak Show"

I know I don't fit in
I know I don't belong
So please just stop reminding me
'Cause I know that I am ugly
I know that I am stupid
I don't need you to tell me that

Welcome to my freak show baby
That's me standing centre stage
Me and my freak show
Come join my freak show baby
Find out what it's like to be me
Me and my freak show...

I know the joke's on me
'Cause I'm the only one
in this great big world not laughing at me
So, just leave me alone
How I love to be alone
'Cause no one hears me when I'm screaming

repeat chorus

If only I could be like you
If only you could be like me
Then maybe we could understand
Just what it feels like

repeat chorus

Words & Music by Michael Bannerman
Copyright 1999 Lost Coin Music (Socan/Ascap). All rights reserved.
http://lostcoin.com/lyrics/freakshw.html

You Don't Know What Love Is (You Just Do As You're Told)

In some respects
I suspect you've got
A respectable side.
When pushed and pulled
And pressured,
You seldom run and hide.
But it's for someone else's benefit
Not for what you want to do.
And until I realize that you've realized
I'm gonna say these words to you:
You don't know what love is
You just do as you're told.
Just as a child of ten might act
But you're far too old.
You're not hopeless,
Or helpless
And I hate to sound cold...
But you don't know what love is
You just do as you're told.
I can see your man can't help but win
Any problems that may arise.
But in his mind there can be no sin
If you never criticize.
You just keep on repeating all those
Empty "I love you"'s.
Until you see that you deserve better
I'm gonna lay right into you.
You don't know what love is
You do as you're told.
Just as a child of ten might act
But you're far too old.
You're not hopeless,
Or helpless.
And I hate to sound cold.
But you don't know what love is
No you don't know what love is
No you don't know what love is...
You just do as you're told
Yeah,
You do as you're told
http://www.whitestripes.net/lyrics/lyrics-ickythump.htm

"What do I do? Maybe it's unfair of me, but in this situation I kind of think of you as some kind of guru who has all the answers."

"I pretend to be, But if I had all the answers, this wouldn't be your problem... strange as that sounds these days"

I am either in love, or I've forgotten what love is

Decided to make some stuff for games that take place within the RP system I detailed below.

(License is the same as the RP system).

Anyone ever notice how we always say an RPG despite that a RPG is the proper terminology? Meh.

This is a very public anonymous apology. I am not sure if the person I am apologizing to will ever read this. But they might.

Happycore Black Trancemetal

I've not completed a code in nearly a year now. It's starting to get on my nerves.

I just spent all day in useless learning. I think this is only something someone really truely geeky would think.

http://processandprogress.blogspot.com/2007/10/sticker-on-public-bathroom-mirror.html